The Worst Week

Maybe I can say that this is the worst week I've ever had.
You know why?
Because first, I haven't sleep in the night for almost 6 days.
Second, there's many problem that I can't solve yet.
Third, I don't know what I've been thinking during the week. All I can do is crying over night.
And for others thing that keep me awake for a week, I'm sure you don't really want to know.


Maybe it's all my fault.
But, shouldn't he give me a chance to explain everything?
Honestly, I can't deny that I've always thinking about him.
Although I didn't know his feeling right now.
All I wanted is calling him, talk and try to explain everything to him.
But, everytime my hand reach the phone, I feel weak.

What should I do now?
Should I call him or just letting go all these matters?